pushing some enthusiasm to write

I need to apologize to my own blog, it's been years I haven't updated it.

A best friend reminded me to re-open you this time.

What to write?

Some scary experiences in expressing feelings halt me to write. I should mention good things about everything in order not to be blamed, or fined or even banned from humanity haha...

Hence, I need to learn writing, I just found this is one of my huge weaknesses...

So this update is still in opening ... still unsure when to carry it on consistently, but I have to...

Thanks to you, Pakde! I owe you one.